Disclosure

10 03 2008

It’s hard to admit that despite the fact that I always announce that I am over him or at least getting over him, that I am avoiding him or obviously ignoring him, I still swoon over his non-work related text message when I get one from him. What more hearing his voice.

Why can’t I pick up the pieces and redeem myself from this guy… WHY?!

Such a loser… and with that, I despise myself.

Damn it!
Damn it!
Damn it!

ARGH!