Boiling Point

26 May

Most of the people you generally know me says I’m patient. Well, I used to believe that too. I could have been patient but I guess things have been pushing my buttons of anger and frustrations.

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at PhotobucketMy friends and colleagues saw me flare up at certain people and at certain occasion. It happened because stupidity seemed to be an epidemic lately. I may not be a genius as Einstein but I know I have common sense. As far as I know, we are all born to be good in nature and with common sense. I know how goodness may be lost in time but common sense? Hmmm… how can one lose it along the way?

I am really, REALLY bursting in anger lately. I did try to maintain my composure. If I totally give in, either I’ll lose my job, have killed someone or at least scared someone for life. But I have to let it out, one way or another.

We are all born good in nature, but I observed that even the nicest and kindest person explodes in anger…

So, I guess, I’m still normal. Haha!

I am vulnerable and gullible. I can’t deny that. I’m trying to control my emotions. I want it not to eat me or get over me. If this is a graded course, I’ll be in a verge of flunking it right now 😦

Forgive me for being weak. But thank my friends, specially my dear friend and boss, Myles, if not for them I could have eaten someone alive! (Of course that’s an exaggeration. I deeply respect queer people… most of them)

Bottomline, we might be breathing the same air, walking on the same ground BUT…

I know my job.

I know what I’m doing.

I ask when I’m in doubt.

And for the work to be done, do your f*cking job, I’ll do mine. And hopefully, we might get along.

1 Comment

Posted by on May 26, 2007 in Emotional and Physical Turmoil


One response to “Boiling Point

  1. Faye Ilogon

    May 31, 2007 at 2:17 am

    Hi, Nemcy. I’ve tagged you to play this weird game. Please click on this link to see how it’s done:

    Yes, this is my first attempt to purposely mingle in the blog world. Hehehe. And I applaud your rage! It’s healthy to show it!


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