I just don’t know how or where to start…
I thought I’d forgotten all about it since we’ve lost communications. I’m still not whole-heartedly willing to greet you. I’m not so sure if I should…
But it kept playing in my head over and over again, his voice… him saying “… because she’s my friend”.
I’m divided…and undecided.
Friends have advised me to go and greet. I’ve nothing to lose, that’s what they’ve said. True. But somehow I have this tiny part of me that has some resentment in doing so.
What’s keeping me from greeting a “friend”:
1) I just thought that this “friend” of mine, knowing his work nature will be very busy
2) I feel bad when greetings were not somehow acknowledged or reciprocated 😦
3) There’d be tons of friends to greet him, he might not even notice my SMS, email or IM message
Oh well… whether he replied back, noticed my greeting or not… might as well greet him. At least I didn’t forget. An elephant never forgets, right?